I would put my new blog, but eventually this will be old.

I just noticed my title could be taken as quite depressing LOL Oh well, it's still the truth ;D

Sup Blog.

Times have been good since we last spoke, 3 days ago. This Blog is neither happy nor sad, its sorta', just stuff I wanted to say. I've recently been fixed on depressing songs such as...
In Transit - Mark Hoppus
Her Name Is Alice - Shinedown
4am Forever - Lostprophets
Still Fighting It - Ben Folds
I would listen to Fix You by Coldplay, but if i hear that, i cry, simples.

Anyway's, what I said earlier about a bit of both goes out the window for a bit, this is sad time. I'm not gonna' blame anyone for my sadness, things just happen. Still Fighting It, the song I mentioned earlier, is about a Dad watching his son grow up, something my dad never did. Sure, recently I've been seeing my dad more and more, but nothing, ever, could compensate for the time lost with my father, when I needed him more than anyone, he wasn't there for me. This has made me what I am, a emotionally unstable person. I'm never going to be a toddler again, I'm never going to be a primary school student again, those years when you would have learned everything about me. You would have known, that I don't like going to see steam trains any more like I used to, I'm different, and I'm afraid to tell you that. I can tell that for the last year you've made a effort, that's why I'm afraid, I just, don't want you to stop trying. This is going to be the hardest thing I've ever had to say, I have a feeling that much like you and your dad, we won't speak when I'm 30, I love you, more than anyone, but I think you're just too late, I'm sorry, I hate it, but I just feel its the truth.

Sorry, after that paragraph, I just can't write anymore.

Bye x