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Okay, so into the actual blog now xD
As you can probably tell, i'm not the depressing arse i was in my last blog :D Recently i've sorta got a new attitude, which i love :) Basically, screw everything that puts you down, Being sad is time wasted, well, for me anyway. I just enjoy every moment possible, like, me and Ryan went to coral reef recently, got back from a 'Adventurous' bike ride home just to lye on the grass outside his house for 25 mins and look at the sky, instead of getting bored, Watching the world go by with my best friend lying next to me, hearing the leaves on the tall brown tree's gently rustle and having a gentle breeze on my face, was one of the best times of my life. It's times like these when I just forget all the turd that's going on, whether its tiny stupid personal problems which I should really get over or the nation's just turned to mush, I couldn't care any less as long as I'm enjoying myself, and the people i'm with are having a good time. The past's the past, and now i'm living in the present :D
I've also started to express myself more; I used to be scared of being called Emo or being stereotyped, but now I just realise how stupid stereotyping is all together and it really doesn't effect me whatever when i'm called Emo or whatever from what i wear or listen to. Fitting in with society is something i've never understood, especially when the people with the worst case of the 'Society Sickness' claim they are their own person, that cracks me up.
I've also got a new attitude, that I just want to learn, that may sound so weird, but its true. Just to say, I have the skill of being able to do whatever it is, All through the summer i've thought, 'Man i'd love to learn to play keyboard!' or 'Dude, I really wanna make some animations on the PC!'. The only thing stopping me before was the fact I always thought it would take too much time, but then i thought, I'm 13, ive got a good 60 years left, that sounds like enough time to me, and , I always feel like im waiting for something, and i know what i'm waiting for, i'm waiting for something to occupy me forever, well if i have all these skills, how will i ever get bored? So as of the start of year nine, i'm gonna try my hardest to learn everything possible.
My Shout Outs...
Ryan: Dude i've spent so much time with you in the holidays, but i haven't got bored once! Here's too one year of being mates! You know me better than anyone, and you said the nicest thing that anyones ever said to me: I could learn things about you for hours and hours and not get bored.
Emily: Man, i think it was about a year today that we started talking again after you fell out with me, and in that time we've become closer than ever! You're my best friend and i feel i know you better than myself.
Cooley: There's not been a day when I haven't thought about you, and i'm so thankful for how much you make me feel better :D
Georgia: I just, don't know what to put, don't change a bit, I love you.
Charlie: Man I know we aren't what we used to be, but we'll come back man, promise.
Sam: Seriously well done getting into uni, I'm unexplainably proud of you! My brother going to University, I feel so lucky to have you as a brother. You being in a good mood puts me in a good mood.
Mum: Well, lately, we've had some huge laughs, I always thought when i became a teenager i would fall further from my parents, but we have better conversations and more fun now than ever.
Dad: Part of the reason why I'm so happy recently is because the part of me that was missing i've found. I've got confidence around you now that I didn't think i could ever have around you 4 years ago, please let things stay this way, i don't want to loose my dad again.
Cheers for hearing me, um, be happy ;D
Love you guys :D
Connor :) x
