Georgia Georgia Georgia <3
Well, what I'm about to say speaks for its self really, in the last week and a half we have sent 346 texts to each other. I honestly don't know what to say about that. The closest someone is to that on my phone, is 77. This has been the best week and a half of my life, and I say that with confidence. You just fascinate me so much, I'm desperate to know how you are all the time, and you could tell me every single bit of your life, and I wouldn't get bored, because its you. I love you, Everything you say stuns me, you're the most amazing person. You deserve everything I can ever give you and more, you absolutely stunning person. I'm sorry that I can never be everything you deserve. I try my best to make you happy more than anyone, when you're happy I instantly am. I wake up speaking to you, I go to bed speaking to you, and that's not even exaggerating.
I might sound like a dick here, because I'm only young and all that, but I am in love with you. I think about you every second I'm awake. I, Love, You. I can't say it enough and it probably gets annoying :L xx Sorry if it does ;D Every time you say i'm cold, i just want to run the whole way across bracknell just to hug you, but If i did i know i'd never want to let go x I'm sorry I'm occasionally a bit of a dick toward you, and i'm so sorry, really I am, i regret it everytime i am because you mean so much to me and I just don't know what i would do without you.
I want to be with you forever, You're the one for me. Everyone says you know when you've found the one for you, theres that feeling. I can only guess this feeling is it <3
I love you Georgia Ratford, more than anyone else that walks this earth, I love you.
Monday, 27 September 2010
Thursday, 23 September 2010
Why Won't You Hear Me When I'm Callin' Out For You?
Right, so anyone that expected me to blog about me, you'll be disappointed (Disjointed) This blog is all about a girl; Georgia Ratford. Easily the Most Amazing Girl I have ever met. So all of this goes out to you.
Georgia, where do I start? It's been exactly a week today that I've known you, but its seemed like an eternity, I've not had to hesitate about telling you any of my secrets, or anything that I'm normally un-secure about telling people, you just make me feel so safe. I don't need to lie about the fact that I am in love with you, nor do I need to lie about that I know I want to be with you, forever, so much. When you said you wanted to speak to me and it was bad today, not gonna lie, I actually felt like throwing up LOL I just wanted to cry, i thought i was going to lose what we had, and with a feeling like this, one i've never had before, i, i don't know what i would have done. It annoys me when you say you aren't pretty because you are! As I said before, you may not think you're pretty, but inside you are a much more Beautiful person than anyone. Now for the Ilove you stuff xD
Georgia Ratford, I love you, more than I have or could love anyone or anything, I haven't stopped thinking about you and how much I love you, I've been searching for a word that explains how much you mean to me, but such thing doesn't exist. I'm lost for words. I love you so much, please, never leave my side, I don't know what I would do, I promise I will never ever hurt you, I just can't express enough how much I love you! I love you so much! I want you to tell me that you are in love with me, even though you have done before, just to assure that you still do. I am in love with you.
If we both feel like this and its been a week, maybe we're meant to be? I Love You.
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I love you Georgia, for the Millionth time, I just do.
Love from Connor. x
Georgia, where do I start? It's been exactly a week today that I've known you, but its seemed like an eternity, I've not had to hesitate about telling you any of my secrets, or anything that I'm normally un-secure about telling people, you just make me feel so safe. I don't need to lie about the fact that I am in love with you, nor do I need to lie about that I know I want to be with you, forever, so much. When you said you wanted to speak to me and it was bad today, not gonna lie, I actually felt like throwing up LOL I just wanted to cry, i thought i was going to lose what we had, and with a feeling like this, one i've never had before, i, i don't know what i would have done. It annoys me when you say you aren't pretty because you are! As I said before, you may not think you're pretty, but inside you are a much more Beautiful person than anyone. Now for the Ilove you stuff xD
Georgia Ratford, I love you, more than I have or could love anyone or anything, I haven't stopped thinking about you and how much I love you, I've been searching for a word that explains how much you mean to me, but such thing doesn't exist. I'm lost for words. I love you so much, please, never leave my side, I don't know what I would do, I promise I will never ever hurt you, I just can't express enough how much I love you! I love you so much! I want you to tell me that you are in love with me, even though you have done before, just to assure that you still do. I am in love with you.
If we both feel like this and its been a week, maybe we're meant to be? I Love You.
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I love you Georgia, for the Millionth time, I just do.
Love from Connor. x
Monday, 20 September 2010
I would put my new blog, but eventually this will be old.
I just noticed my title could be taken as quite depressing LOL Oh well, it's still the truth ;D
Sup Blog.
Times have been good since we last spoke, 3 days ago. This Blog is neither happy nor sad, its sorta', just stuff I wanted to say. I've recently been fixed on depressing songs such as...
In Transit - Mark Hoppus
Her Name Is Alice - Shinedown
4am Forever - Lostprophets
Still Fighting It - Ben Folds
I would listen to Fix You by Coldplay, but if i hear that, i cry, simples.
Anyway's, what I said earlier about a bit of both goes out the window for a bit, this is sad time. I'm not gonna' blame anyone for my sadness, things just happen. Still Fighting It, the song I mentioned earlier, is about a Dad watching his son grow up, something my dad never did. Sure, recently I've been seeing my dad more and more, but nothing, ever, could compensate for the time lost with my father, when I needed him more than anyone, he wasn't there for me. This has made me what I am, a emotionally unstable person. I'm never going to be a toddler again, I'm never going to be a primary school student again, those years when you would have learned everything about me. You would have known, that I don't like going to see steam trains any more like I used to, I'm different, and I'm afraid to tell you that. I can tell that for the last year you've made a effort, that's why I'm afraid, I just, don't want you to stop trying. This is going to be the hardest thing I've ever had to say, I have a feeling that much like you and your dad, we won't speak when I'm 30, I love you, more than anyone, but I think you're just too late, I'm sorry, I hate it, but I just feel its the truth.
Sorry, after that paragraph, I just can't write anymore.
Bye x
Sup Blog.
Times have been good since we last spoke, 3 days ago. This Blog is neither happy nor sad, its sorta', just stuff I wanted to say. I've recently been fixed on depressing songs such as...
In Transit - Mark Hoppus
Her Name Is Alice - Shinedown
4am Forever - Lostprophets
Still Fighting It - Ben Folds
I would listen to Fix You by Coldplay, but if i hear that, i cry, simples.
Anyway's, what I said earlier about a bit of both goes out the window for a bit, this is sad time. I'm not gonna' blame anyone for my sadness, things just happen. Still Fighting It, the song I mentioned earlier, is about a Dad watching his son grow up, something my dad never did. Sure, recently I've been seeing my dad more and more, but nothing, ever, could compensate for the time lost with my father, when I needed him more than anyone, he wasn't there for me. This has made me what I am, a emotionally unstable person. I'm never going to be a toddler again, I'm never going to be a primary school student again, those years when you would have learned everything about me. You would have known, that I don't like going to see steam trains any more like I used to, I'm different, and I'm afraid to tell you that. I can tell that for the last year you've made a effort, that's why I'm afraid, I just, don't want you to stop trying. This is going to be the hardest thing I've ever had to say, I have a feeling that much like you and your dad, we won't speak when I'm 30, I love you, more than anyone, but I think you're just too late, I'm sorry, I hate it, but I just feel its the truth.
Sorry, after that paragraph, I just can't write anymore.
Bye x
Friday, 17 September 2010
Welcome To Mystery
Just an update, things have changed, alot.
Firstly, I am writing this blog in the font of 'Georgia' who, is the girl (Not you Georgia Ratford, you're a babe, this about some other silly hoe i know.) I've recently come to dislike, quite a bit. She's mucked me about for so bloody long I've just about had it, life's too short for me to carry on admiring you when I know its only gonna' end up in one of us, mostly me, getting pissed off. I've been told for so long that you don't deserve me, I've decided to do something I should have done a long time ago, take their advice.
On the subject of friends, I've got a small amount, but they are the best friends anyone could ever have, these are a couple...
Ryan 'Ravis' Davis: My best friend, I can't say anything that hasn't already been said, we're gonna' be best mates forever and ever, nothing will ever change that.
Emma 'To The' Cooley: Just about one of the biggest babes I've ever met, honestly, she's so random, I would give anyone £100 to guess correctly what she would say next in a sentence; half of what she says doesn't even make sense, but its still hilarious.
Emily 'Turd The Light On' Urban: Recently our conversations have gone nowhere near as smooth as usual, they've been crap, but we've been through these dry spots before, but we always come back with the best, and funniest, most screwed up and random chats ever, which I will never forget <3
Georgia 'Blue Fish' Ratford: Well, what can I say, I've known you for, what, 3 days, and we've hit it off like fire and oil. You already have a nickname said exclusively by me :D I feel like I've known you a lifetime, I want to be friends with you forever, you amazing, yet smelly, blue fish.
Jack 'Farticus' Buckland-Roll: Well, what can I say, I know you won't read this because you never ever go on the internet you n00b, but still, we have the funniest times, you are like a spider you just climb on everything, i swear you are actually stuck from when we were monkeys? Love you lil bro.
Anyway's that's all for now folks!
Baii
Connor x
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