Dear Blog.
Life's pretty shit, sorry, but, It's true. Funny really because a couple of days ago, I was on top of the world, its strange how life can go from good to, well, total shit storm. I'm writing this Blog in the font of 'Georgia' which is really quite ironic considering that's the name of the girl I'm in love with. I can't elaborate on how shit I'm feeling really. But, I know what's happened isn't my fault, entirely anyway....
I was going out with a girl called Jasmine Hancock for almost a month, near the end of our relationship, I once again made contact with my Ex-girlfriend Georgia Lee. At this point, everything came rushing back, how she was my dream girl, everything I've ever wanted, the only one I want to be with. This, just about screwed everything up. I thought I would do the sensible thing, and talk to my girlfriend about it, she seemed to take it well, I wanted her to tell me what to do, but she just said its my decision, which it is, well, was. I decided it was unfair for me to lead on Jasmine any more because I loved another girl, more than I loved her. I would like to point out now, this was one of the hardest decisions I have ever had to make, and I am not proud of the fact I loved Georgia at the same time. I told Jasmine that it was over, she seemed to take it well. 10 minutes later BAM! Her sisters on-line and having a fit at me, calling me, and Georgia 'Munta's', Calling Georgia a slut. Georgia is one of the prettiest girls I have ever met, and is by no measure a Slut. I decided to sleep, and see where things stood in the morning. In the morning, I spoke to Georgia on Facebook chat, well, tried too. She was turbo-pissed at me, for no obvious reason. I checked her profile, Oh No.....
She'd added Jasmine as a friend, this couldn't be good. I have reason to believe that Jasmine, Is spreading shit about me. My evidence came later in the day when one of my best friends, Hannah, told me that she was slagging me off to her. Well wasn't I just over the moon to see my friends turning against me?
Anyway, now for the stuff that's actually making me happy. I have currently found new best friends in Emma Cooley ( and her brother ;] ), Beth Walters and Jade Freeman, Cheers for being there for me guys :D Second, my band, Zero To Nothing are just about the best thing in my life, and the best thing that's ever happened to me. Emily, Ellie, Ryan, Catherine, Sam, Joe, Jack, what can I say other than you guys are the SEX! Alex, Charlie, Mason, Caitlyn. At school, I swear you guys are the only people that actually like me ;D The McSweeney's, well, what can I say, your family is like mine, Scott, And Carmen, you two are the most consistent friends I've ever had, that'll never change.
Georgia, if you ever actually read this, I love you, more than any amount of Blog could express. I'm 13, but you're my dream girl, I know it. Please find it in you to see past all the shit that's going down, and love me for the person you know I am, like you said you did.
Cheers for hearing me Bitch.
Loads Of Love
Connor
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